Monday, August 16, 2004 / Monday, August 16, 2004
haiz...everything seems so horrifying to me recently..well...have to retake chinese...got a B3...though its quite gd already..but it juz appear absurd to me..first time got a B for chinese...think my over confidence had killed me...
Prelims are juz around the corner...haven started on anythin yet....kinda pressurized by my class after hearing them sae wad topics they had revised already..the feeling of regretting really sucks...dread having tt...
Eng...haiz...cham...though oral over liao...but heard them saying that my day did not so gd...very average...heart realli sank...kept thinkin abt it...but kinda stopped le...cuz i noe tts not gona change the grades though...
hmm..nxt mon stepping down ceremony le...realli miss the times we spent together...holding meetings....crapping....joking around...its really great to be part of the pc family..esp with all my close frens....though slackin is our no 1 hobby...and always kana suan by mrs anthony...we still took it as nothin...juz work hard together loh...haha...
Well...needless to sae..graduation day is befallin too...gona miss all of my frens..wonder wad will our lives be like...haha...to tink of it..time realli flies...still rmb last yr...haiz....forget abt it ba...
Kinda disappointed in someone though..wonder if he is still the one tt i once knew...haiz...duno is he change or i change..wadever it is..realli hope tt he will be happy always..yc...eddie..and alot of ppl sae he's bad...but i dun realli care...bcuz..i believe i hav trust in him...and i will for eternity...hopefully ba..haiz..missed him damn much...but dere's nothin i can do..there's no longer a space for me in his heart...its too occupied..so i guess...i shall study now...aim for SA...jia you ba..